Roger, 23, Close to Bosstown MA. I'm charming, intelligent, funny, but I can be a complete asshole. My mind goes at such a fast pace that my filter has worn out. I talk to strangers. I love quotes that make you think. Science fascinates me, my tv is preset to the discovery channel. My motto in life is that with tenacity and patience anything can be achieved. I listen to an extreme variety of music, right now im really feeling "skank" (its a Brasilian band from my homestate). I don't have a sense of style, I wear whats comfortable to me at that particular time. Peace and Love, not like many people would want to fight me anyway.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I love it when your friends know youre interested in a girl, yet have been texting them behind your back the whole time and probably hooking up with her….lovely, fucking lovely.
Going away to brazil with my dad in 3 months is looking real nice right about now, at least there I dont need frineds I have family…whereas here im clearly alone.
The Boy Who Lived, come to cockblock.
No this is about me! Stop having a romance!
And then he goes and fucks his sister….smooth
I don’t know why im inspired, but I am, deal with me for a second…
but I appreciate the lessons I have learned recently. It is impossible to have a female friend it seems. Why? not because im an asshole or anything like that, in fact id probably say that im a REALLY good friend….maybe, im not sure, ive never been told that, so its speculation. But heres why, no matter who, I seem to get attached and think to myself, wow, this friend of mine is really cool, maybe i should start pursuing something else with her…. FUCKING WRONG ROG.
Interactions with females should go as follows…
me-“hey whats up”
her-“hey how are you”
me- “we should fuck”
because honestly i dont understand it anymore, if i act like a nice guy, shit blows up in my face….im either 1, friendzoned for ever, and its IMPOSSIBLE to get the fuck out of it. 2, im considered “slow”….so because im not an asshole and i respect you as a person…im slow? nice to know.
There is something seriously SERIOUSLY wrong with me, I have absolutely no doubt about it. I have 0 game, 0 opportunity and 0 idea on how to fix it…i suppose knowing there is a problem is the first step towards correcting this but wtf am i supposed to do, ask one of my female “friends” for help? that wont work. It wont work because my female friends tend to think im charming, funny, or some combination of bullshit that makes me a great person in their eyes, and potentially (again all speculation)…im fine, and id be a great BF….wrong, i wouldnt be a great BF…im a great friend, BF’s have some sort of charisma that I dont have, some sort of attitude issue that i dont have, they see their potential gf’s as territory that they can attain or conquer, whereas i see girls as potential lifelong partners….fucking dumb right?
What also doesnt help is that as a fat man, i think my standards are WAY too fucking high, the girls i go after are not only attractive but have alot going on in life, while im sitting here living at my moms house, broke as shit.
So I guess its nice to know ive taken the first step and realized that there is an immense issue with my personality and who I am as a person. I’ll be visualizing what I need to change within me, to fix this issue, but I’ve thought about it and step 1 is to change my intentions with women…no more friends, im all set with the few I already have…from now on my intentions will be clear…if i find you attractive, you are not my friend, you are a potential hook up, if the hookup goes well, then we take it from there…if the girl rejects me (HIGH probability)…thats okay, because lets be honest, i end up hurting myself worst than rejection when i befriend a girl and then cant do anything about getting out of the friendzone anyway.
fuck my life.
The more I do to better myself, the more people i lose in my life. I am working on my fitness but now that i have started i have absolutely 0 people to hang out with, 0 girls that are potential gf material….just plain alone…cool
Gym sesh #2
Gym sesh #1 actually went really well, but the gym closed before i could get through my whole cycle.
Now its time to actually go back to the gym and do all the workouts on my sheet. And im joining Anytime Fitness, 24hr gym access so i can workout EVERYDAY.
About to get the title to my motorcycle, So i need to look good.
this. 100% this.
Here is the flipside to this. As someone who was strung along and cheated on after being in a relationship for 5 years, yes it hurts, its a paint thats indescribable. And this statement is completely 100%, without a doubt, accurate. I rather have been just dumped and that was it, but no, she had to do this to me. BUT…here is the positive. It makes you grow. I have since gained such a thick, THICK skin, that nothing hurts me anymore. Even if it does hurt, you can put it in the back burner and decide to not let it effect you. So to those cheaters out there, thank you. thank you for giving me the strength to know that i can deal with anything life throws my way. Reject me, dump me, bring it the fuck on, i dont care.
Somewhere out there, is a girl living her day to day life, wondering when shes going to meet someone, you my dear, will one day meet me and I will treat you with all the respect and dignity you deserve, all because one cunt bitch taught me what it feels like to be betrayed, and I wish that on no one.
(Source: lovequotesrus)
dont know how this came up on my thing, but damn DO WANT
Protip for girls
I don’t come here as often anymore but heres a quick tip for the girls:
I get that I’m your friend, and I’m fine with helping you with your relationship (or lack thereof), when you ask me for advice about a person and then go on to tell me how they treated you horrible in the past…
why…why do you want to be with that person? I don’t fucking get it, thats why i can’t give you any good advice, because you’re being an idiot.
